“I don’t want to grow up. Growing up is stupid, and grown-ups are stupid.”
“Fine,”
-NeverlandParadise; Here's to Never Growing Up
21 November 2013
"I don’t want to be little again. But at the same time I do. I want to be me like I was then, and me as I am now, and me like I’ll be in the future. I want to be me and nothing but me. I want to be crazy as the moon, wild as the wind and still as the earth. I want to be every single thing it’s possible to be. I’m growing and I don’t know how to grow. I’m living but I haven’t started living yet. Sometimes I simply disappear from myself. Sometimes it’s like I’m not here in the world at all and I simply don’t exist. Sometimes I can hardly think. My head just drifts, and the visions that come seem so vivid." David Almond: Jackdaw
"I just want to run away and live my life. I want to be on a place where i could stop acting like everything was fine."
They're not robots; people won't just plug them somewhere so they could be recharged, people couldn't just tell them what to do and they'll do it immediately. They're also human beings who get exhausted and wanted a break. The expectation of the people frighten them, but sadly, they couldn't do anything about it.
"If i had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would" -Alice Kingsleigh; Alice in Wonderland
10 July 2013
"It's tiring to try so hard to act happy when there wasn't anything to be happy about."
"Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Remember when Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mum was your hero? Race issues were about who ran the fastest, war was only a card game. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow.
"Banyak orang yang mengakui kebenaran, tapi hanya segelintir orang yang mengakui kesalahan. Karna itulah, orang yang hebat adalah orang yang berani mengakui kesalahan" - Nyokap
There's always a problem that you can't tell to anybody, even your family nor your bestfriend. So... You just keep it to yourself. Nobody knows your feeling at that time. Except... You-know-who... God ofc. It's hurt eh? I know. But that's the truth. And the truth sometimes hurt. And when you're hurt, you just talk to your self, bcs you WILL NOT tell anybody, and also... you always accept what you just said to yourself.